@Biitchfacemcgee I think he meant that he wished he could do it with yuwon during middle school too cuz he wasn't really satisfied doing it with others? And now that he's finally doing it with yuwon the emptiness he that he felt at those times is filled now, so it would've been good if he had known middle schooler yuwon at that time too. I donno it's just my guess 😐