Where do you even get this level of thinking? What makes you think that Women are Men's property in the first place? They are a partner in your life, not an object, and even after being a partner. They have full right to leave you if you are being an complete ass**** (Unavoidable in your sad case).
Listen kid, whatever 9 year minor love story you had, none of the people here care about that. It was your fault to lending your heart to a random stranger without valuing it enough. If you are going to love someone, first make sure that they love you back. Otherwise just keep your feelings to yourself or take the consequences like a man. I've had a couple of breakdowns and rejections in my life as well. But you don't find me going around saying stuff of a 9 year old brain level.
@You need an Adult IF I STAND IF FRONT OF A WOMEN AND SAY WHAT I SAY ON HERE, NOTHING IS GONNA HAPPEN, YOU WANNA KNOW WHY? BECAUSE MOST PEOPLE DON'T GO AROUND PUTTING THEIR HANDS ON 6'4 280 POUND BLACK MEN AND IF SHE DID HIT ME, I HAVE NO PROBLEMS HITTING BACK REGARDLESS IF SHE'S A WOMEN
@You need an Adult LOL DID I ASK U IF YOU CARED ABOUT MY LOVE STORY.......I LOOKED AT MY ENTIRTE MESSAGES AND NOT ONCE DID I ASKED U TO CARE BECAUSE I COULD GIVE ZERO FU*** ABOUT A F U C K B O I LIKE YOURSELF THATS ONLY TOUGH BEHING A COMPUTER.......YOU RESPECT WOMEN, THAT'S FINE BUT I WILL ALWAYS SEE WOMEN AS F U C K A B L E OBJECTS, NOTHING MORE AND NOTHING LESS