@Beannypaws when Aelock said that he only wanted those men to scare Raphael and NOT do anything beyond that, it had me crying to death. he had to endure indescribable torments, emotional and physical abuse, starvation, humiliation, and giving birth to children only to never hold or see them again. they deserved better. much, MUCH BETTER.
i should be sleeping 
I need to go restore my mind with happy thoughts the author messed me up man