@Mikuinnoodles Tbh I did read this too as my first at 11, (my older friend recommended), I didn't know then it was gonna be this bad, however I read it like normal (not proud of it) and even at such an age, I was telling people who fetishized this to seek help. Not proud, but I'm glad it didn't affect me at all. So moral of the story, you're young and I can't help if you read this stuff, afterall we've all come to this, but do not think it's a good thing that happens or fantasize about such toxic relationships, if you don't do that and understand it's sick and stuff, you're good to go.
@Batman yay I'm good to go also DW my first BL was shounen ai I think that the name than I started reading yaoi it was traumatizing it first but then it begin to get good(also I lost my innocence when tiktok told me to search up hentai on google[poco:0])
@AINT GETTING ME. Hey Ik it's hard probably, but you should take a break from reads like these, maybe get into action manhwa and stuff? It's not the best for your health and it'd be best to stay away if it's harmful for your min