@blake Okay I knew my English is bad but I didn't think that it would be this bad that my feelings couldn't able to reach you .... Like, what if your boyfriend or fiancé sent you a text message with the full lyrics of a song you had told them you liked, and you got that message later? I mean, why would someone go all the way and type out the whole song’s lyrics in a text instead of just sending the link? I was the one who experienced that, and it instantly put me in defensive mode—like, I can’t just fully trust it. Okay, I admit it, I have trust issues, but it’s bugging me so much. I don’t know how to reply—should I be nice and say, “Oh, that’s really sweet, you put thought into this,” or should I be honest and ask, “Why would you do that? You could’ve just sent me the link.
I tried too....soon reality found me,
But now I know sleep is the only option I've left.
But now I know sleep is the only option I've left.