when I first stumbled on this manga, I really thought that it was a BL. Even the cover, tells you so. But as time/chapters passes by, you will realised that its not. I should have stop when I reach chap 40 but its too good to just let it go. The first time I read it....it really took my heart that I slept 3am just to know what will happen next. If only Kim didn't marry Haeme and Sangmin didn't kill someone.... I still wanted them to be together but since it will never ever gonna happen..... I still hope that he's the one who can cure his disease in any way.. its either medical or miracle or forgiveness (then the angel maid will release him from that curse). I really feel sad of what to Sangmin but looking back at kim's previous life.. he also made him suffer thru bullying.. but on this life, when Sangmin pointed the gun at kim and he also wants kim to point at gun at him. You will realised that he wants Kim to kill him because he really thinks that Kim was his real friend even though he hated and hurt him. Its like he wants Kim to kill him due to what he'd done to him. You will notice it thru his sad expression. I really feel sad to Sangmin... if only he didn't kill anybody.. I want him to be happy..
Anyways im still looking forward to chapters to come. Hopefully one of my wish willcome true... so for now.. will wait.