No no no, the fact that your blaming him cause ur mother is ded , and calling him disgusting. Also u dont even love him you even abuse him , okay so bi*** why are u even wanting him back? Also give him a happy life mother fuc***. + none care about ur past and your homophobic mother. And go back thing that ur used are ? Like in he**? Bi*** he literally living in he** with u , it just bc he love you that all , if i were him i will already kill you in the first place. am sorry but it my opinion idc what tf you say .