You don't need to be told to care for someone you truly loves, you just notices instinctively. And adolph not realizing anything(or clearly denying) of Lewis declining health both physical and mental is a testament of how shallow his love really is.

So I really think this love he proclaimed multiple times throughout the story is more of nostalgia of what it where before rather than whom he spend those times with. He is in love with the moment but not the person whom he shared those moments with. And also the humongous guilt that hes' carrying. So i really can't with this guy he just irks me in this letter of his. Meaningful yet useless, lovely yet purposeless and delusional in many ways. 

But the things it irks me more is how realistic this kind of man is. Many people tend to see the things they value when its due is already long gone. Parents realizing the pain they brought to their child after they died of suicide, Lovers after cheating multiple times realizing the ample amount of their heart and mind their partners occupies during their funerals, Children hoping to reconcile with their dead parents after they abandonded them for a dream of modern life, Siblings regretting all the terrible words they cursed at their dying brother/sister,and a man realizing the importance of his old ring after losing it. It is the worst of tragedies life can bring to love in this world, and the irony of it all is these situations I listed can become lifetime reprimand for the person grieving, to learn the importance of life, but this does not apply to Adolph because lessons only exist to apply in the future life, yet adolph lost his with Lewis demise.

Sorry for rambling but i just want to say that this is the most tragic story i've read in all medias, and it is the best one to date.

god****

get a life! how miserable you must be to snoop around other's business!!

SO hard

yes chanwoo our naive DG should know the mutual consent rules of s**

rereading

I've seen plenty of hentai and bara manga and this uncensored di** aint it.