Ngl i fr relate to this manwha way to much on how Haesu loves Taeha and on how she keeps pushing him away because he might regret being with her in the future especially when he can have so much more and someone his own age or so, but even so she started loving him to the point she can't push him away anymore and wants him to stay with her and the fact that she said "let's be miserable together" before hit so hard.
It's going to be okay. I went through the same thing before when I was 15 and planned to end it when I turned 16, but I didn't, and I am honestly happy it never happened. Life is tough, but so are you! You can't let it f*ck you up and not do anything about it!! And honestly, you sound like you need new friends because friends don't treat you like that nor not give a single flying f*ck about how you feel. You should protect yourself and do things your way; do things for yourself and not please anyone else or ask for any validation from them because at the end of the day you only have yourself, as sad as it is, but it's the truth! It's hard to deal with these things, and it's hard doing it alone, but sometimes you have to be tough and do things for yourself! I believe you're tough, especially going through something like this. Never talk bad about yourself, okay? Everyone is beautiful in their own way. Also, you should never feel pressured that you don't have someone yet because the right person will come at the right time, believe me. You are loved; remember that. We may not know each other, but there are people that love you and care about you!! Look after yourself and try and do better.
Aashi: Life feels like sh** rn i know I'm being pathetic venting over here but everything is shi*** rn....m
