@Zorozuro46 i was pretty sure the curse was done by the trash and her people.

@Zorozuro46 absolutely agreed. trauma does that. If it wasn't for the trash. The whole family would have grown up able to love and chaise each other during their first lives. The whole family are a bunch of victims

@Fidsi at least her brother is a good person.

@Christine Williams it is awesome! Julius is the best.

@Lulwat85 but she can't tell his majesty as he is back at the capital. So we have to wait till he returns or when she goes back. Than we can riot till than we have to wait.

@Whatever It does seem your theory is correct. Though I'm not sure if that's kind or cruel of them.

I'm going to guess if they wait to long to tell her. Maxii will not coop well with it, and is going to get angry at herself and everyone that knew.

@Ola this was talked about last chapter,  a question is not a spoiler. Also it is heavily implied though its more obvious to those that personally live though that type of lose. Or at least it was too me cause it sucks.  

Evidence is where the blood is pooling on her clothes, how is dipping down her leg, the description of pain, and the dream of the banshee scream. It points to a death. This chapter confirms that none of the named characters have passed on so far. We can rule out the princess or any of the core knights passing or Ruth would have said. 

So this gives us more evidence that yes she suffered the lose. 

I get with all the people talking about the novel and giving actual spoilers it's hard to see the speculations from spoilers.

This story is probably the worst with people talking about the novel and what is to come instead of the comic and chapter we are currently reading.  So I get your frustration.

@Shadow Wings Nah this time i agree about the spoilers button should be used.  I come to the Comments to speculate the future and talking about the current chapter. Or just read how other people are feeling. 

If your going to actually talk about the novel best to use the spoiler button. It's not about being right or wrong.  It's about being polite to your fellow readers.

@deleted user might i recommend I Stole the Heroine’s First Love, Materialistic Princess, or even Another Typical Fantasy Romance(its not typical)

I believe these would have female leads more your style.

I am personally enjoying this, after all trauma shows up differently in each person. Its not often you see the irrationality of an avoidance style that looks like it makes sense. Because one moment she appears to be aware of her feelings and than she digs her denial whole further as she does gymnastics to avoid naming the feeling. 

It seems unbelievable and yet I have seen people after abusive relationships have no idea they were falling for someone with healthy relationships cause it didn't feel like it did with their abusive ex.

@Starry Starry night much appricated! It was nice being able to go back and read both parts.

@Starry Starry night thank you!!!

@deleted user sigh FL does not need to be aware of her feelings to be in Denise.

FL looks more like she has what is called avoidance and somatic attachment style. Though she could just be currently in the avoidance response to trauma. 

Denial is a really interesting symptom of trauma to write about. To a rational person it makes absolutely no sense how a person can not see the truth, but to the person in denial its the least obvious thing possible. She also has knowledge of the og story. So add in that knowledge, her trauma, the butler, and her goals. Now you have a perfect recipe for the subconscious desire to protect onceself and boom very plosiable very believable reason for FL to be an oblivious box of rocks.

I've read and dropped plenty of stories with obvious box of rocks leads, this story seems to have the most potential to not disappoint if the writer doesn't drop the ball. 

I recommend I’ll Be The Matriarch In This Life if you like aspects of this story but not the FL's love life chooses.

@Whatever thank you.

I will be ok. Just cautious about the next update. Kinda wish these types of chapters came with a warning.

Though on an unrelated side note: I see you around quite a bit. So if I take a break from this one I'll still see you around.

@Anonymous yeah, its obvious to those who lived though that kind of situation, kinda forget others haven't. 

The bleeding, the banshee, is foreshadowing that those with that experience can just see. 

Glad you don't know. It sucks.

@Saint Crunchberry Supreme its not spoilers its duduction. It is heavily implied by the angel in which she was bleeding and that it was rolling down her boot like that.

Also her dreaming of a banshee screaming implies someone died. So its easly to come to that conclusion.

Also never read the novel, but I have had miscared so it hits a little close to home. Its a scarry painful time.

@Truck sama agreed. Its very nice to have a story that is very straightforward.

@Josheil the story is called the dude's obsession with his wife. 

Honestly I'm turn between enjoying the change of pace where a supporting character returned to the past and is making changes, but I agree his obsession is kinda ruining the vibe.