i don't feel bad for adolph at all. i don't understand how anyone could, it's not like he cheated once or twice but over ten times. and comparing adolph and ivan's love for lewis is so insane. one loved him at his best, with full health, youth and beauty. while the other loved him at his worse. when he was described as "ugly" and "hard to look at" multiple times. yet, he was still like the stars that shine at night in ivan's eyes. ivan loved lewis so very much, to the point of not being able to love again. such strong pure love shouldn't be compared to adolph's love that faded and came back when he realizes he has lost what he had once "owned". ivan loved lewis wanting nothing in return, not even his love. Adloph on the other hand..
girl now WHERE die i defend the situation? i just said he’s not fully himself, nor does he know what he’s doing is what i mean. but that IS r/pe. i didnt deny that it is r/pe, or that the bottom womt go through he** because of it. but matthew is still not fully himself nor does he know what he’s doing is what i said.. can we not reply if we don't have reading comprehension?
Hellhound : @salacia oh right, and that would stop the bottom from feeling pain, trauma and a life thr
girl now WHERE die i defend the situation? i just said he’s not fully himself, nor does he know what he’s doing is what i mean. but that IS r/pe. i didnt deny that it is r/pe, or that the bottom womt go through he** because of it. but matthew is still not fully himself nor does he know what he’s doing is what i said.. can we not reply if we don't have reading comprehension?
Hellhound : @salacia oh right, and that would stop the bottom from feeling pain, trauma and a life thr
Adolph did not deserve lewis. maybe he "deserves love", but not from lewis. no, never from lewis.
the four years lewis suffered in does not make up for the ten years they spent being happy together. because every day for those four years it felt like HE**, it felt like FOREVER not just four years. Adolph did not just cheat once or twice, but for four whole years. and NOT only did he cheat on him, he ABUSED him for those while four years, r/ped him for more than i could think of. made him feel like he had NOTHING to offer but his body! made him feel likes he’s ugly, and hideous.
and he wasn't just playing house to cope with his break-up with Adolph. sure he didn't move on, and MAYBE he didn't love ivan. but he spent his time with ivan as a "repay" for his kindness. and maybe that made lewis cope in some way.
and why lewis offered to have s/x with ivan was because adolph made him feel like he had nothing else to offer but his body!
and, yes he will never find peace since his NO-longer-lover died in someone else's arm, and i truly hope he never finds peace. Adolph DESERVED everything that happened to him. he deserved his ending. let's not forget he also made another side character feel like sh/t.
captain save a hoe: sorry for the essay,,, i finished this story last night and have been thinking about it s
This is probably the best ending for both of them. i get that many say that it's not a happy ending for minho but he chose this. yes he did say he will regret his decision but maybe he won't. wookyung did change, that doesn't justify his actions at all! i hate what he did as a SA victim. but he truly did change, the fact that he even considered giving minho his freedom says it. yes he did end up begging him at the end but i think we all know by now that if minho have said no he would've probably just let him be (and then go home and drink himself or some sh/t lol!) but i must say, this ending does feel unfinished. we should've gotten at least three chapters of their current life, of how wookyung isn't locking minho up anymore but they're just living together. how he no longer needs his permission etc.
