@Lu Ikrrr it is SO hard to hate him but at the same time he is being SH** and BATSHIT CRAZY BECAUSE!???

@Banana  Maria is a good woman with trauma of her child leaving her(died), she did not want to feel another experience of that trauma with Alan so she threatened him to tell the police as a blackmail so that Alan won't leave her. She is just a woman who is hurt and traumatized. Alan thinks of his self as a sinner because he turned his back on G** and his parents to love a man . He felt as if he sinned just by being born that led his parents to worry.He felt unloved because his life revolves around the church, the place where he was raped by a priest and all his parents do is pray without actions. This is the best thing in the story. Everyone's feelings are explained properly and deeply which makes you understand their feelings with an open mind.

@elias  you're an angel

@doubled  fr

@Chan  nah sameeee it reminded me of jay and yoohan

@Life is harder than your libido  maybe the author has a preference video or photo or some1 acts like that as a model or it just came from pure imagination of the author

@Yaoi the best  whats ur pfp nam

@Ixnurah  nah same bc in this world i dont find anyone attractive and if i find one i will never meet them again

@add  ano pangalan niyang pfp mo b

@Oh chanwoo  I sish its the black hair dud

@Fgunsan  from what manhwa is Jita

@STRANGER  nah im a bl fan but i dont find anything to ship them nor will i try to find them bc i dont ship the

@Yummy  nah sane i really need chapter 40 but i cant find anything