There's this girl in my class who gets mad anxious if someone even just asks what the professor's name is. She gets anxious over the smallest of things, and can't stand up for herself to save her life. She was assigned some work over this class fest thing, and she knew she couldn't handle it, but still said she'd do it when the professor asked her. She could've said no. But she didn't. She was given a choice.
So, a few days ago, I was sick and couldn't come to help the rest with preparations. I msged her saying so, on our collective WhatsApp group, and she didn't reply. But this other girl msged me on personal saying I should just msg the professor directly cuz I knew the anxious girl gets anxious a lot when given responsibilities. I got frustrated, and just ended up going the next day, even though I was sick, and helped them around a little before going home. I was still frustrated yesterday, and told my other friend about how I was frustrated, and i didn't understand why the girl had to act like some kind of a lawyer for the anxious girl, and the friend was like, she gets anxious, you should understand, bla bla bla.
Thing is, I do understand, but there is a limit to how long this goes on. I've seen that girl crying and sobbing because of the stress she was in, and u feel bad, but at the same time, at least ask for help??? Ask the others in class to help her tell the professor she couldn't do it??? And then that friend went and told that lawyer wannabe girl about what I said, and she texted me about how I'm an adult too, and I could've just talked to her directly if I had a problem with her and s*t, and I was so mad, I just ended up apologizing and explaining I was just frustrated. And honestly?? I feel like I'm never going to be able to talk to these friends about something I simply need help making a decision.

My cousin's getting married, and its a destination wedding to some beach, and its awesome, but I can't go cuz I have some psychology tests I need to conduct at my uni, and I want to do both. The wedding and the test conduction are both on the same day, so I'll have to miss the wedding.
Thing is, my cousin is the same age as me, 19 yrs. In fact, she's 2 months younger than me, so it feels a bit weird that she's getting married. I also don't really like her family since their SUPER misogynistic, and the type of people who'd harshly scold a woman for even just not greeting a man. So I'm sort of hoping my dad would let me stay home instead...

As a psychology student, I also want to find love in this way now

I threw up....................

I ate dragon fruit, cuz I love dragon fruit. Then my head started hurting, so I took some medicine and slept. Then, when I woke up, an hour later, my tummy hurt a lot. Then half an hour later, I threw up. Then I slept again, and just woke up, 3 hours later.
Life is tough.

And here I thought Mr. A's Farm was weird....

Thank you for cancelling this. The way my brain malfunctioned when I read the summary? His "slave"???? In this time and age???? Thank you to everyone for working hard to get this cancelled so quickly.

I went over to my friend's house again after about 3 to 4 months, since we had studies and exams. I already knew she had barely anything fun at her place, but damn, it was boring. The only entertainment she has in her house in her phone and the T.V. and, believe me, I asked if she had any board games, she didn't. I asked if she wanted to go get ice cream, she said she couldn't have ice cream, cuz the doctor said no. She's sick, so I said okay. Then I asked if something fun happened recently, and again she said no, everything was boring. I asked if she wanted to play truth or dare, she said she didn't know what to ask me, again I said okay. This went on for 3 hours, then I finally said it was getting late and just left. Idk why she always invites me over, just to make me sit around. Any time we turn the T.V. on, she always watches k dramas. I don't like k dramas. I've always told her that. She doesn't listen. She insists their good, and they may be her taste, but I really don't enjoy them. Most of the time, I try to avoid going there, but I hadn't seem her for 4 months, and I missed her, so I went.

Now, we were planning to go out, she said she didn't have money to pay for a cab. I said I'd pick her up, she said ifs fine, and that she'd come by bus. I said if she was okay with bus, then I had no problem either. Then after I went back home, she texts me saying ahe can't come. Idk what to do. She often cancels plans last minute.
I asked if she wanted to do an arts and crafts day, she said no. I asked if she wanted to go on a little picnic, play some games at a park, she said no. I ask if she wants to go to a cafe, she says no. I ask if she wanted to go to movies, she says no. What. The. F*k. Am. I. Supposed. To. Do. Now.

Was I wrong for taking a nap?

So, I just woke up from a good nap. And unfortunately, I had a dream. One thing about me is that when I dream while napping, it's never good. It's always something negative. Idk why. Everytime. And this time, I had a dream I went to my mom and told her I was sad, but instead of hugging me like she always does, she hugged both my sisters and told me to go away cuz she hated me. This absolutely broke my heart and I woke up and just started sobbing. And since I slept on the couch in the living room, my older sister, who was there with me, just stared at me wide eyed. She was like "wtf" and I just couldn't stop crying and just blurted out "mama hates me" whilst ugly crying, it was so embarrassing TT
Anywayssss, my sis told my mum I was crying and when I told mum about my dream, she just started laughing in my face and hugged me. So yeah, she doesn't hate me. She loves me, and now I'll just be sitting on my bed regretting taking a nap at all..... TT

"Ability to smell money" gurl...