I went over to my friend's house again after about 3 to 4 months, since we had studies and exams. I already knew she had barely anything fun at her place, but damn, it was boring. The only entertainment she has in her house in her phone and the T.V. and, believe me, I asked if she had any board games, she didn't. I asked if she wanted to go get ice cream, she said she couldn't have ice cream, cuz the doctor said no. She's sick, so I said okay. Then I asked if something fun happened recently, and again she said no, everything was boring. I asked if she wanted to play truth or dare, she said she didn't know what to ask me, again I said okay. This went on for 3 hours, then I finally said it was getting late and just left. Idk why she always invites me over, just to make me sit around. Any time we turn the T.V. on, she always watches k dramas. I don't like k dramas. I've always told her that. She doesn't listen. She insists their good, and they may be her taste, but I really don't enjoy them. Most of the time, I try to avoid going there, but I hadn't seem her for 4 months, and I missed her, so I went.

Now, we were planning to go out, she said she didn't have money to pay for a cab. I said I'd pick her up, she said ifs fine, and that she'd come by bus. I said if she was okay with bus, then I had no problem either. Then after I went back home, she texts me saying ahe can't come. Idk what to do. She often cancels plans last minute.
I asked if she wanted to do an arts and crafts day, she said no. I asked if she wanted to go on a little picnic, play some games at a park, she said no. I ask if she wants to go to a cafe, she says no. I ask if she wanted to go to movies, she says no. What. The. F*k. Am. I. Supposed. To. Do. Now.

Was I wrong for taking a nap?

So, I just woke up from a good nap. And unfortunately, I had a dream. One thing about me is that when I dream while napping, it's never good. It's always something negative. Idk why. Everytime. And this time, I had a dream I went to my mom and told her I was sad, but instead of hugging me like she always does, she hugged both my sisters and told me to go away cuz she hated me. This absolutely broke my heart and I woke up and just started sobbing. And since I slept on the couch in the living room, my older sister, who was there with me, just stared at me wide eyed. She was like "wtf" and I just couldn't stop crying and just blurted out "mama hates me" whilst ugly crying, it was so embarrassing TT
Anywayssss, my sis told my mum I was crying and when I told mum about my dream, she just started laughing in my face and hugged me. So yeah, she doesn't hate me. She loves me, and now I'll just be sitting on my bed regretting taking a nap at all..... TT

"Ability to smell money" gurl...

I caught a cold, been sneezing like crazy since this morning TT

What was that count's name again?? The count as in the bearded guy...

Please bless me with Constance x Kyle, pleaseeeeeee

I'm changing my wallpaper, the last panel deserves the great honour.

Even if the emperor doesn't like her, won't he take the opportunity to execute ml's entire family if he harms her?? I feel like the imperial family doesn't really like the ml's family, which is why they engaged ml with now FL. This may be why ml's father told him to be careful, and not reveal his weakness

Looks like a fig....