This is so good so far I'm happy I found this

I'm crying...cause I have the same thing he has..I get panic attacks in big crowds..sometimes even cry out of nowhere...I also panic and stress...it just feels like everyones judging me like there trying to hurt me..like they are trying to bring me on edge..I'm very unsecure so a tend to his my face alot cause if I'm seen by anyone or even the slightest insult could bring me into tears..I feel like sometimes I wanna run away I'm also insecure about my voice...my teeth...my hair...body...hair leg hair arm hair how I look..glasses ponytails and stuff..I used the get bullied alot growing up..I still do

Omg I understand him now "he's just like me I'm just like him" I understand now...I also struggle in crowds to the point I freeze..it really does feel like everyone is whispering and judging about you..I have no clue why I'm like this (actually that might be a lie I grew up bullied basically all my life with..well family problems...let's just say that theres lots of contact...and violence in my life

Omg I understand him now "he's just like me I'm just like him" I understand now...I also struggle in crowds to the point I freeze..it really does feel like everyone is whispering and judging about you..I have no clue why I'm like this (actually that might be a lie I grew up bullied basically all my life with..well family problems...let's just say that theres lots of contact...and violence in my life

NOOOOOOOO FU** G** DAMMIT IM SO SAD I guess I'll have to wait again...miss you bb gurls I'll be back "I always come back"

I HAVE NO IDEA WHATS GOING ON THERES SO MUCH GOING ON AND WHAT THE FU** IS THAAAAAAAATTTT