@zaainsweenor i completely forgot about them.
Btw I like crossing the line too hehe

Help- I just noticed it now

@i.Slay_.YoureGay  
😭😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣🤣Lmao gurl-

@i.Slay_.YoureGay  
After a meal

@Kyum 😝yeah 
I was trying not to panic and got a nice excuse 💅 
😭I swear to G** if she ever asked her about that photo I'm gonna kill myself y'all.
🥹So nice of you 😭💅but his wife and daughter gonna kill me i swear 🤣and probably banned me from going to their house lmao😭😭😭

@Sia 😢umm
No,it's ok you actually corrected me it was not harsh at all but a realisation to me 
Im so sorry
I'll delete the comments right away.

@Kyum yea girl you're right 👍 
Thank you 😘😘
 ofcourse not, u didn't disturbed me at all.instead I'm glad to get many positive response from y'all 
Which i didn't expect(hehe).
I started doing meditation with my friend inorder to concentrate on something else other than him lol. Everything was going fine this one time my meditation partner was looking through my phone gallary and 😢😭she found my crush photo there (which i stalk through my mom fb and send it to myself sneakingly).she started at me and asked why our other friend dad photo is doing in my phone(we're classmates).i rep(lied)😰,"oww that,
She send it to me asking if this photo would be perfect for father's day".

@Sia I'm sorry I wrote that out of excitement,i didn't mean to discriminate anyone.

@hi  

😭 Girl Sometimes I fantasize about him to much that i completely forget he have a wife and a daughter(my friend)

@Yo Yea you're right
But thank you big sister 🥰
I'll keep that in mind

@yomi thank you for your advice I'll be careful😘
I should probably try to date boys my age(never dated anyone before)
And I'm an absolute overthinker.

And thank you I'm much aware now what's happening with me
One of which that it's my solitary and deprived of affection, security made me go like this

@Luna Owemji 
Thank you for your response 😍
You explained it very nicely, detailed and crystal clear.
You're right, maybe I have daddy issue
My father don't spend time with me, he's mostly at work(weeks sometimes months he's away from home)and he's also not expressive.
 
😢And my previous crushes were my professor and home tutor(age around 35-40yrs)and the fact that they have kids and wife made me so worried that maybe I'm not normal.
I feel a sense of  safety,secure and different kind of happiness when I'm around older men.
I succeeded in not thinking about them😢and then i met my friend's dad who just like my type(Henry Cavill).And after that dream I can't stop thinking about him(I'm so desperate for his affection).

@Nakahara Chuuya 🥰how can you forget our one and only slay king 👑 💅@chill

@BL lover you must have got suffocated 🥰

@BL lover but it's a gay comic 

@SUIIIIIII thank you 🥰