sister maybe??????

I can not handle my emotions i think that is my crime 

Every da** day i do my time 2x

 Every da** day waking up is a chore 

I don’t think i can deal with this anymore 

If my life is a story it has no lore 

Just sadness not a da** ounce of happiness 

I  just drown in my  misery happily 

I just drown in my misery happily

I don’t get a beat drop just a heart drop 

When my heart shatters

 i can still hear the laughter 

I don’t cry anymore 

People die to da** often

My tears could make a river but all i do is close my door and act like  i don’t care anymore

Someone once told me stand tall or else you will fall

But everyday i fall i just want stability 

Because life feels like a wrecking ball

When i fall i really want to ball but i can’t these walls i’m trapped in stop me from showing any feeling at all those words really get to me whose? My own they hurt the because they are never wrong i am worthless i really think so i’m holding on by a thread wrapped around my neck and i think i’m ready to fall

I can’t hold on let me fall x2

Please don’t waste your time 

Because i’m not worth anything at all 

Let me die 

Even if i cry 

I don’t think i can even if i try i still fall

I don’t think i can cry i don’t think i can try 

Please don’t wave goodbye x2

Because i’ll still be a burden unless my head is full of lead so say goodbye as i rest on my deathbed
 i just thought of it how is it btw suck it veldora

rimaru:1v1 me pu*** 
it's cod all over again

(----- clayman