@cutieepokiee it will ml it will

@Shq it's literally 3 am i promised myself id finally continue working on this essay i havw to write but now idk how to feel or act , do i get a coffee and act like nthg happened , my heart can't take this WAAAAHHHH

But that depends on the depth of wounds ig.

@Nyanko but as someone with issues with their parents i find the best thing for a child is not waiting for an apology or anything but the peace we allow ourselves after letting go , by being compassionate but also not letting them trest us like sh** again , wtv is in the past should stay in teh past , once tou accept one cant change or just see things from teh perspective of an outside person or putting oneself in their shoes , we get it , even if we don't it's okay , there's nothing wrong with hoping they change one day too but when they do it should be for themselves , when a child matures up they should no longer be the child but their own person , detachment shows maturity but disconnection and holding a grudge is childish and draining , there's nthg wrong with feeling pis*** off , we should rightfully feel so but there's a limit , one should grow out of it if they don't want to be a pathetic misersble person like their parents are.

@Redflagsarehot maybe i can help with that? Pfft.

@Ryua samee , i have a pending essay, pending project work due , strained relationships, haven't slept properly for days and sm more...but this is more important wow....

@blee it's obvious what I meant , and you're right I just need good reccomendations but it is obvious there's not enough of them ykwim? If you compare to bl at least , there's only one good gl I read that stuck with me till today  sadly , It's not that I don't try to find good ones , I keep trying to find good ones and they shouldn't be boring too yk ,  but it's difficult even if there is out there , it shouldn't be this way but I see and feel like things are now changing drastically am starting to see some interesting and proper gls now , let's hope for the best in thr future.

@opal_oasis It's so sad to be with someone who thinks happiness is not with them , it makes one feel like happiness is not with them either

@Aroace Handa Sei wow yeah true , for me it's always been confusing at first I thought I was a sexual but am realising now that I'm more of an aromantic now ,these terms have always been so annoying but also it's just as important tbh for people to better understand themselves