sob how painful it is to say that this is one of the longer chapters...sobbb every few months all we get is crumbssss...that we greatly appreciate regardless
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my shaylas
ughhhhhhhh
my shaylas :c
idc i need uno to switch rn
oh my heart
give uno the switch opportunity he deservesss
WAIT I THOUGHT IT WAS FINISHED, WDYM I GOTTA WAIT
my heart-
i can't do this anymore :sob:
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Banaurnaur5 months ago
@Banaurnaur also i feel like jian keeps making things worse to make jin leave him, it's his way of saying 'im not worth your effort'...idk people tend to push away others when they feel they dont deserve anything. But jin for sure isnt gonna just leave him because he cares that much.
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@Banaurnaur the time hajoon came over and jian agreed for jin to join them but as soon as h...
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Banaurnaur5 months ago
@Banaurnaur the time hajoon came over and jian agreed for jin to join them but as soon as hajoon went inside, jian made sure jin did not join, it's so sad, almost as though jian knows he's too far gone for jin and he's just trying to make it worse cause he thinks he's a lost cause. oH and the time jin said something like "you'll die at this rate" and jian said "dont get my hopes up". so sad
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yall do get that this is jians way of coping right, im sure he knows he's messed up and doesnt ca...
yall do get that this is jians way of coping right, im sure he knows he's messed up and doesnt care if it kills him. the drugs and sex are his way of self-harm, it's digusting yeah, but it's really sad, he's losing everything and the one person he thought was on his side, jin, he thinks he's left his side too. The reason Jin won't indulge him with his desires is because of the fact he clearly cares about him, and jian cares about him too, that's why he's hurt.
sob sob i love them
yayy😭
they talking in their heads more than they talkiing to each other, what is this, fill in the blanks
im sorry but he had time to change clothes 😭dramatic entrance who
thank you so much old xian, tysm for a taste of CRUMBS. 
feels like i have to leave it to marinate and ration how much chapters we get for a couple of months into years. 
I feel like some of yall who dont like where the story is going, you can just drop it, it really isnt that deep, i dont think him losing his hearing is the best excuse for leaving. but i think he was just scared, his dad...., his mom dying, he likes music and if he lost his hearing he wouldnt be able to continue it, he pursued it and ran away, it's simple, stupid decision fs but he was hurting and scared, we'll find out more in later chapters but, he already struggled to open up, everyone got hurt. I really hope dohwa gets a good ending but i dont see it with suae...she never had romantic feelings for him, she might love him but it's not romantic and her choosing eunhyuk isnt wrong either. POINT IS, it's just fiction, it's not your story, the author is going a different route to what we expected but so what...i dont think we should be hating on the author just because we dont like something in the story....yall taking it too serious.
oh here we go, another year waiting [SOB]