@esryzc sorry for typos... I meant: "if you looked for the chapter where it clarifies this can you tell me?" 😀

@esryzc hi)) if you liked for the chair where it clarifies this can you tell me?

@Letmedie Hey, I hope you are better right now)) and I get the need to let everything out, that is actually very healthy)) I get not wanting to hear advice, but if you are interested, I want to share 3 tips that helped me at the time))

1. EVERY TINGLE TIME you see your reflection tell yourself a compliment. Doesn't better how small it is (for the liners time, the only thing I could tell myself was"I like my eyes"), it might not seem as enough, but belive me, if you stick to it, you will feel more comfortable with yourself. 
2. Talk to yourself. Either write your thought down, record your voice, or make a video recording,  doesn't matter. Have a tet-a-tet with yourself. Share everything you feel; dark secrets, grieving, jokes, thoughts. No judgment zone with yourself. 
3. Have a "highlight of the day" diary.  Every day write down 1 good thing that happened, however small (beautifull sunset, I saw a kitten, I had a nice lunch) or bigger wins.

And a harder advice, that helped me to not lose myself when the war started was too create a routine and stock to it EVERYDAY. The routine was strict and included sports everyday (home workout or stretching on rest days). 6:30 wake up - sport - shower - the same breakfast - journal - study language -.....- 21:30 go to sleep. The first 2 weeks were really difficult, but later it helped me to not fall into war depression.

Hope it helps,
And hope you're doing better))

@one of a kind if I remember correctly, he dyes it

@Dowon it feels like that, but I think it's just that the blond guy changed the hairstyle and the brunette guy lost weight - he looks frail and unkept...

@leelo thank you for the explanation))) it was so long ago😅

@speeen it was explained before that if you act cute in a horror game, you will survive for longer, so they do it for that reason.

@Jungdeongi is the novel named the same? Because I can not find it for some reason...