@Letmedie Hey, I hope you are better right now)) and I get the need to let everything out, that is actually very healthy)) I get not wanting to hear advice, but if you are interested, I want to share 3 tips that helped me at the time))
1. EVERY TINGLE TIME you see your reflection tell yourself a compliment. Doesn't better how small it is (for the liners time, the only thing I could tell myself was"I like my eyes"), it might not seem as enough, but belive me, if you stick to it, you will feel more comfortable with yourself. 2. Talk to yourself. Either write your thought down, record your voice, or make a video recording, doesn't matter. Have a tet-a-tet with yourself. Share everything you feel; dark secrets, grieving, jokes, thoughts. No judgment zone with yourself. 3. Have a "highlight of the day" diary. Every day write down 1 good thing that happened, however small (beautifull sunset, I saw a kitten, I had a nice lunch) or bigger wins.
And a harder advice, that helped me to not lose myself when the war started was too create a routine and stock to it EVERYDAY. The routine was strict and included sports everyday (home workout or stretching on rest days). 6:30 wake up - sport - shower - the same breakfast - journal - study language -.....- 21:30 go to sleep. The first 2 weeks were really difficult, but later it helped me to not fall into war depression.
Hope it helps, And hope you're doing better))
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Yall Ik this is super random but I need someone to hear me out cause I have nobody. Since childhood ...
@Dowon it feels like that, but I think it's just that the blond guy changed the hairstyle and the brunette guy lost weight - he looks frail and unkept...
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Did the art style change ??? Or am i seeing things...
Ok..., my theory is unconventional... what if Gyowon has trauma, and because he lost his memories, he doesn't remember, and thinks that throwing up after a kiss is normal, but it is just his body's reaction due to trauma?....
The artstyle ate up all the emotions of characters and now it is impossible to read... i am dropping this because it does not bring me any joy anymore...
I want three things from this manhwa: 1. For the princess to cut the emperor off from her life 2. For her to become an empress E. For emperor to love in regret for the rest of his life, and realize his mistake (him not believing the princess to be right for the throne)