@Random commenter that sounds so amazing but I fear I might be getting ahead of myself to think I could be that 

But changing topics, how did it go with that lady you talked about? Is everything good? Are u guys going for a second date yet? Still not decide? Stayed as friends? Omg let me know cuz I'm dying to know but yk actually you can just skip this, there's no obligation in responding this stuff, ok?? gosh I'm pushing u right? I'm sorry I'm just so excited 😭

@Random commenter uff busy days ^^' so it happened to me I kinda just went with suppositions instead of finding the truth, actually I'm gratefull we've haven't added any sexual topic to our convos, I mean we did talk about our past like he told me about previous partners and I too talked about the people I liked that something would've developed but ir didn't so I did mentioned him that I do have my beliefs but obviously since things rn don't have any direction I skipped the part of that comment that could've had pointed at him just in case I was being a little to obvious 

And thank so much about the advice, I'm so grateful about them and I missed reading them ^^ so yes I'll really keep those in mind, I already have mi mind setup to an "if everything goes good to go for a relationship" but obviously it's always better to listen to some advice ... actually thank u so much because I was over thinking so much about what should I do to make myself look good and yk as usual bring someones attention but I just realized I should just let things go slowly and they'll untangle on their own probably 

And yes, I've always had that impresión of people that does it before or to wait after marriage too, it's something so curious, but I myself decided that the only thing I could give to my lifetime partner will be that and I should not gift it to someone that has not been there for me in the best or the worst of my life as a romantic partner

@Arthur Leywin of yeah grilled too, and uh yeah I am still alive... why??

@byon wooseok awww thats so cute, I miss so much being a little child I'm my dads arms I'm so tired of growing up and being an adult

@hmm I might be 🤣

@hmm haha I only enter this site on my phone, so I might just be a fast phone typer

@Random commenter Idk, I'm just waiting to see how things turn out, about him saying he has a child s not in a wronly proud way, I actually know the story 😅, he had a gf and they broke up since things weren't working and a few months later she told him that she had a baby but that she'll do an abortion and from that notice he couldn't reach her back so that's why he says that he doesn't know if she did that and his baby is no more here or if she did not and the child is still alive I've heard him say that he doesn't want kids but that he tried to reach her to convince her to not lose the baby but he couldn't, I've been thinking that many time yk the changing persona but I've known him for about 2 years, I know it's not much time but I have the historia of how he is, I'll just let things flow and see what happens but for now I just have the feeling that he just wants a friendship and that's it 

Oh ok so it's sometimes that you have to get up so early, that's a relief and thank you so much I'll keep you in my prayers too, everything will go well you'll see

@Anamie I guess I love writing 😭😂

@Random commenter oh, those are crazy hours I could not ever in my life try that, you're so strong in that because the second my alarm goes off I'm back to sleeping, but I'm so happy you have a job and mentoring is so important for people like us college students, it's not easy to enter society just plain and fresh out of college, I'm glad you are the one doing that, I know they are well guided 

Omg I'm so happy you found a lady 😆 (I literally just got teary-eyed) I bet she is so sweet and beautiful and I hope things turn out the best for both of you 

I love that you're improving your love and care for strangers, the world is getting wierd as the time passes, I really want to be like this too, I was actually thinking how I'm supposed to act and talk when working, I'll be directly with the clients (cashier) and I really hope I can spark some love and care for everyone when I'm there

It was so refreshing knowing about how you have been, you don't have to reply haha it won't bother me but please take care of yourself and lol I hope you can rest well, getting up at 1am is for the strongest ones 😂

@Random commenter amen and being honest I do have the feeling of it being scary, you know, starting a job, but instead I feel so eager about it, sadly I'll lose 2 days of training because I have 2 very important test that I cannot afford to leave undone (aka genetics and anatomy 1) I really do hope i have a supportive relationship with my boss and colleagues 😄

And about the guy it's just that firstly everything was building as a normal friendship he's kind of shy but still socialize enough, we both share my thing in common (like our love for cars and food lol) and idk I've been recieveing mixed signal, when we talk in person or by text we do talk a lot and joke a lot too, (I'll admit have had a crush on him for 2 years (since de begging of my 2nd year of college and just a month ago we started talking, he hasn't been the type to search for me yk he's always and his friend group bit sometimes he takes time to joke a little with me and go back to his group, today was the first day he actually came searching for me and we've practically spent every night talking and laughing nonstop but at the same time I'm kinda reluctant because he has the reputation to be promiscuous, I know people can change but even he says he might have a child somewhere and uhm... that makes me not want to try things out since idk how things might turn in that topic but he is a pretty rational and intelligent person, I like studying with him

@Random commenter yeah im supposed to graduate this ear but ill try and add a new semester to feel more prepared, and my family is good thank g** they already passed that wierd time where they were in and out of the emergency room, on the other side It has been challenging 😭😂, I've been taking, anatomy 1 and 2 (that's 8 hours 2 days a week) and physics and genetics (another 8 hours 2 days a week) and I thought I'd be easier but it hasn't but it's not like it's hard as to give up on it, so I found a job in a coffee shop but I haven't started since it's a new franchise (dw the training is in 2 days) aaaand I've been talking to a guy, I still believe things are pretty much unilateral but everyone says I'm def wrong well either way I'm not trying things out until he says something and that pretty much sums my life, oh actually I've made a group of new friends so now I'm not alone at college

Tell me about you, I want to know how you've been doing

@Anamie thank you love but those are manhwas and ... you've got I pretty though taste (not in a bad way obviously)

@Random commenter OMG IM SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU AGAIN OMG I'm about to cry fr, I've sometimes missed the long convos, I hope you're doing well and everything's good, in case I got too late for a reply or don't see you again or anytime sooner I hope you have a great life

@Pride yeah same lol it was funny seeing other users fight Diablo for dumb stuff

@G** of delulu it feels like it lol, the only OG I got to meet by chance reading 🤔 I believe it was "The greatest state designer" or maybe "The player who returned after 10,000 years" was Diablo

@BiNShy you're still here 😆 I haven't seen you often as i used to, I literally just scroll once a week or maybe every 2 weeks here because I barely have enough time to read anything because of my classes at college, I'm almost living in the hallways there or the student lounge lmao

@WetD Oniichan I remember you 😭 hiii, how'd you been?