let dan rest bro.

bro if i were felix i won't even be able to FACE gio anymore. the embarrassment and guilt will kill me ist

i don't get why people feel sorry for adolf. although i get the regretful end, he put lewis through he**. i don't give a fu** whether it's because he knew about the sickness too late, or that they loved each other for ten years, adolf deserves the mental pain he's trying to endure.

between him and ivan, i feel for ivan more.

it was obviously implied that lewis died still in love with adolf which is hard for ivan himself. he came in to lewis' life a little late yet he made the most out of the remaining days. i'm pretty sure it was hard to cope with knowing he was the second option and that lewis' held on to him just to cope as well. i'm not wronging lewis, but it does happen in reality and it's a big possibility. although ivan was fine with it, which hurt even more. ivan wanted to be there for the man yet it really isn't his place to do so in the end, and i'm pretty sure he's going to have a successful life ahead.

anyway, i cried so hard bro i just had to write my feelings out in here. definitely was a good read and i don't know how i'll recover...

more please. i can't take this anymore it's 4:44AM here rn good night

oh come on did the chasing arc have to end this quick

it's my time to sleep y'all goodbye i'm gonna fuc**** cry

NOOOOOOO FU** HOLY SH** WHYYYY THIS IS WHY YOU DO NOT GET DRUNKKKK

the way he got aroused??? sh** backfired on him omfggg 😭

this is so se**

the way i sat up from my bed. IN THE VERY FIRST CHAPTER TOO?