Ren's comments

@Let me eat your hole Sorry social cues are my number 1 opp 💔

@Huh Brother… it’s not ableism. Genuinely get off your high horse and stop misusing it. 

@txtyun So by misusing ableist, YOU are the ableist one. I’m disabled. This is not ableism. Stop saying random words because you think a genuine psychopath should be around kids after killing God knows how many people and disfiguring more. 

@twinkletoesthe3rd P*ssy is an insult that comes from pussycat. Please actually learn what it’s about instead of taking offense to something that isn’t even about you. 

@Let me eat your hole I’m not defending his actions btw. I just think this is a well written way to describe severe trauma responses (on the severe end) in this situation. To me, the r*pe scenes didn’t feel like a fetish, but a way to express how the author is showing that Aaron has had a severe mental illness this entire time, just having been better at hiding it. 

@Someone Ahhh, this makes so much more sense, I don’t wish for you to delete your comment, but next time you should specify “sexual slavery” as it is completely different than slavery

@Afrah Idk. It shows a reality that not all victims are good people. Being kidnapped at a young age affected him, same as the way of how he was raised. He was abused most his life, and is very mentally ill. 

@Earthling …What? I said it worsened his preexisting mental illnesses. This is also fiction, and some people really do go insane from sleep loss even without underlying mental illness. He also never felt love before and was taught to literally hunt whatever he wanted and he would get it. 

@Someone here’s an actual definition of slavery from a reputable source (Cambridge dictionary);

“the practice of legally owning other people who are forced to work for or obey you:
the abolition of slavery William Wilberforce campaigned for the abolition of slavery.
abolish slavery
Those states still had slavery in 1865.

the condition of being legally owned by someone else and forced to work for or obey them:
be sold into slavery Millions of Africans were sold into slavery.
These kids are victims. This is no better than slavery.”

This is NOT slavery. He is imprisoned. Not enslaved. Slaves were and are not treated as well as he is. Slaves were forced to kill their own kids, watch their r*ped kids give birth, and decapitate their kids. 

Do NOT say this bullsh*t again. I am black and have not experienced slavery personally (fortunately), but have experienced severe race inspired hate crimes that have left me permanently disabled. 

@I liveforyaoi If you think about it, Aaron’s mental health was foreshadowed multiple times. Not to mention the signs of him being unwell, such as difficulty expressing emotion and being “calm” all the time. If you reread the story, you might see that this is actually in line with what was going on. 

In my own comment, I explain it more but I’ll keep this short:

Yujin was Aaron’s first working fix for his trauma induced insomnia. Going without sleep for a very long time like Aaron really f*s your mental health, and he wasn’t healthy to begin with. In the flashbacks of his life, you could see how he was raised, and how it was terrible. Yujin being his fix suddenly disappeared, leaving him unable to sleep and going into a mental breakdown. 

@Oh nor not agaim If you think about it, Aaron’s mental health was foreshadowed multiple times. Not to mention the signs of him being unwell, such as difficulty expressing emotion and being “calm” all the time. If you reread the story, you might see that this is actually in line with what was going on. 

In my own comment, I explain it more but I’ll keep this short:

Yujin was Aaron’s first working fix for his trauma induced insomnia. Going without sleep for a very long time like Aaron really f*s your mental health, and he wasn’t healthy to begin with. In the flashbacks of his life, you could see how he was raised, and how it was terrible. Yujin being his fix suddenly disappeared, leaving him unable to sleep and going into a mental breakdown. 

@Cyrus0501 If you think about it, Aaron’s mental health was foreshadowed multiple times. Not to mention the signs of him being unwell, such as difficulty expressing emotion and being “calm” all the time. If you reread the story, you might see that this is actually in line with what was going on. 

In my own comment, I explain it more but I’ll keep this short:

Yujin was Aaron’s first working fix for his trauma induced insomnia. Going without sleep for a very long time like Aaron really f*s your mental health, and he wasn’t healthy to begin with. In the flashbacks of his life, you could see how he was raised, and how it was terrible. Yujin being his fix suddenly disappeared, leaving him unable to sleep and going into a mental breakdown. 

@Let me eat your hole If you think about it, Aaron’s mental health was foreshadowed multiple times. Not to mention the signs of him being unwell, such as difficulty expressing emotion and being “calm” all the time. If you reread the story, you might see that this is actually in line with what was going on. 

In my own comment, I explain it more but I’ll keep this short:

Yujin was Aaron’s first working fix for his trauma induced insomnia. Going without sleep for a very long time like Aaron really f*s your mental health, and he wasn’t healthy to begin with. In the flashbacks of his life, you could see how he was raised, and how it was terrible. Yujin being his fix suddenly disappeared, leaving him unable to sleep and going into a mental breakdown. 

@Cyrus0501 If you think about it, Aaron’s mental health was foreshadowed multiple times. Not to mention the signs of him being unwell, such as difficulty expressing emotion and being “calm” all the time. If you reread the story, you might see that this is actually in line with what was going on. 

In my own comment, I explain it more but I’ll keep this short:

Yujin was Aaron’s first working fix for his trauma induced insomnia. Going without sleep for a very long time like Aaron really f*s your mental health, and he wasn’t healthy to begin with. In the flashbacks of his life, you could see how he was raised, and how it was terrible. Yujin being his fix suddenly disappeared, leaving him unable to sleep and going into a mental breakdown. 

@Afrah If you think about it, Aaron’s mental health was foreshadowed multiple times. Not to mention the signs of him being unwell, such as difficulty expressing emotion and being “calm” all the time. If you reread the story, you might see that this is actually in line with what was going on. 

In my own comment, I explain it more but I’ll keep this short:

Yujin was Aaron’s first working fix for his trauma induced insomnia. Going without sleep for a very long time like Aaron really f*s your mental health, and he wasn’t healthy to begin with. In the flashbacks of his life, you could see how he was raised, and how it was terrible. Yujin being his fix suddenly disappeared, leaving him unable to sleep and going into a mental breakdown. 

@Mattsucksballs If you think about it, Aaron’s mental health was foreshadowed multiple times. Not to mention the signs of him being unwell, such as difficulty expressing emotion and being “calm” all the time. If you reread the story, you might see that this is actually in line with what was going on. 

In my own comment, I explain it more but I’ll keep this short:

Yujin was Aaron’s first working fix for his trauma induced insomnia. Going without sleep for a very long time like Aaron really f*s your mental health, and he wasn’t healthy to begin with. In the flashbacks of his life, you could see how he was raised, and how it was terrible. Yujin being his fix suddenly disappeared, leaving him unable to sleep and going into a mental breakdown. 

@Mary Go back to the beginning chapters. Mc is continuously used for s*x by ml after traumatizing or hard times. He began to associate s*x with ml as a way to comfort him, it’s quite clear actually. 

And I don’t think mc is forcing himself on ml. Ml seems uncomfortable more with the idea of mc knowing what he’s done with his abuser, or the fact that his abuser will find out. 

I admit that mc has left marks when stated not to, but saying the recent signs of discomfort are from the s*x itself doesn’t really make sense considering the beginning and the fact neither of them have therapy, so they likely wouldn’t be improving on their own. 

@Mary You realize that this is how he thinks to comfort ml, right? In the beginning, the ml would always have s*x with mc to calm down, which is why i brought up sexual assault. I never said Gyeol is the victim of the assault, just the victim of sexual activity as a coping mechanism. That’s the only way he knows to comfort him. 

@Nis Oka You really don’t understand how a lot of sexual abuse survivors act. To a fair amount of them, that is something familiar and comforting. Is it a long term fix? No. Is it healthy? Also no. But these are two traumatized guys and I genuinely can relate to this. 

@Romance Addict Ignore my last comment, I can’t f**g read 😭