@thv hey, I'm so bad with words sorry but, I just want u to know that - even if we're complete strangers - I'm by ur side and u have all my support. If u need to talk, don't hesitate to tell me. I'll listen to all ur thoughts and try my best to help u out!! Now for ur "friends", I personally believe that you should just unfriend them. It's obvious that they are toxic and fake. Everyone deserves to have loving and caring friends. You do too! Try making some new friends on idk group chats and stuffs Ykkk those gc about stuffs ure interested in. You will find a lot of people with the same tastes as u and with whom you share common points. Annnnd the people there tend to be soooo nice soo yeah I really recommend u this!!
For your family... I know that it is hard when it's ur own family that is being that harsh to you. And it's not like u can change ur family. Now, I don't really know anything about your family situation. I cannot really tell u to "stand for urself" oor "try to tell them to stop calling u that or being harsh to u" coz I don't know how they will react to this. Maybe they'll get even more abusive?? Try talking to one of ur teachers that u feel the most comfortable with. Explain to them ur situation, and they'll help u. They surely are wiser and will give u nicer advices.
Idk if u are religious?? If u are, pray for your operation to succeed!! I hope it will, and hope ull be alright. Once again, don't hesitate to talk to anyone about it; it'll make u feel better + remove a HUGE burden weighing on ur heart. With love <33
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