@Hopewaves THanks for the tip! its just a place holder thing for the moment! something to do while i was taking a break from writing! but thank you for telling me that! I appreciate it!

@Bubbadubba thank you for being honest! I really appreciate it! Im actually saving up to get it published! I dont like to use Ai for my stories but I get why you would think that based on the cover. Ive actually been looking into some websites where I can design a cover on my own! And im totally with you on that... I really dont like that the person on the cover is so young. And, again, I really appreciate your honesty! Im looking into things a lot for publishing and designing stuff! Im still in high school which does have some drawbacks but im working on getting my associates degree as I work through high-school. Im planning on taking some designing classes and making things that will draw people in. This was just a placeholder cover for what I had so far. Just something to kind of be there as a motivator or to take a break from the writing when i got stuck! Thank you again!

@You need to take this so i been reading a lot of omegaverse lately on here and then my novels on paper are zombie... so I combined it. And I have no clue on why they put the person on there as a freaking child! Like... no! But its a bl romance and survival thriller? I think thats what you'd call it. Ive only fully written the prologue so far and im working on the first chapter! Thank you for telling which one you like best! Im agreeing with you on the more mature part! The Mc starts out at fifteen in the prologue but then when the story really starts hes an adult.

@AMaryx my MOTHER.... got HIT ON... At Home Depot today. SHES MARRIED! LIKE WHAT THE HE**?! I'm over here laughing my a** off. She so did not understand... So she was talking to a friend with my dad about a PADDED ROOM AT PUBLIC SCHOOL. WHich is do fcking wrong because if you do anything wrong in the room you go. NO WINDOWS. NO LIGHTS. and thats assuming the teacher is NICE. i went to that school for a while and people there are sh**! One kid got locked in there and bisted down the door because he was locked in there. like i would be freaking the fu** out! that is torture for a child to be locked in a room with nothing and no lights! for g** knows how long! Anyway... the guy my parents we talking to was buying ANOTHER DOOR. for the padded room. and then this guy walks up. hes liike, 'hey ma'am, you dropped something.' my mom looks around on the ground like wtf? what'd i drop. and hes like 'you're smile' and walks off. LIKE WHAT THE HE**? SHE IS MAIRRIED! But she so did not understand it... we get to the next aisle and shes like 'what the he** was that about' and my dad had to say that the guy was flirting! XD im dying of laughter here... anyway, how are you doing? love you<3

@Aeth he just looked so young.... I never would have guessed teen. I think its crazy how he looks ten but then it's seventeen or eighteen and instantly goes to looking like an adult.... really messed with me. And fr...im sadly one of those minors XD

@JustAGirl14 So.... Before i started watching My Hero Acedamia... I was watching an anime called Sasuki and Miyano.... And now im in season four of MHA.... and overhaul comes in.... With Sasuki's voice.... and i dont know how to feel about that XD in my show, sasuki is like... chill and sweet. And like... Overhaul is so.... not. And then in season three theres shindo (i think thats how you spell it) the kid with the vibration quirkand his voice is can noir from miraculous... I dont know if you've watched it but its a cartoon i watched when i was younger. Really cute. They're still making seasons on it though i think. I only watched one or two of them though. But yeah... THese characters and their voices are messing with me XD but im loving the show so far. Its so good! How are you doing Milady? Love you!

@AMaryx okay...new update.... someone i know went to jail for hitting his wife because she was cheating on him. And the same night not my at my neighbors house someone shot at them and they went to jail. I dont think anyone died though... so... im having a great week...

@JustAGirl14 Marrrrryyyyyy... I'm so fuking sick... So... da**... stupidly sick. And i have school... we got back monday... and i feel.... absolutely no motivation to do school... whitch sucks because sick days are not a thing. you have your work you get it done. oh, you had no power? oh, you went on vacation? oh you were so goshdamn sick you could barely look at your computer? too da** bad get your work done. 😭 It sucks... But how are you doing this fine new year? Love you <3

@AMaryx okay... so... that... was actually one of my first bls... Im laughing so hard rn im crying 🤣 i was fcking traumatized after I read that...  but I went over and read the comments, skimming the story and the comments make it so much better I swear XD I read it ona different version of this website but it doesn't have comments.. so let me know about that boy... im kinda invested now. Good luck! Im happy you had fun at the theme park! It looks really cool from what I saw online! Let me know when the tests start up! I wanna know how it goes! And HAPPY NEW YEAR!! Im so freaking excited for this year! I dont get back to school until the 12th January but... still pretty excited! There was huge fireworks and my dog, hes a sweetheart and a golden retriever, hates them. Poor thing was terrified. I havent been outside yet.... tbh I rarely go outside. And now my scho I is in my room so I'll bare,y be out of my room. Oh! And we just redid my room.... bye bye loft bed. Now I have a couch bed... it looks like a couch but with a longer cushion. Its a twin size. Surprisingly I havent fallen off yet! My other bed was a full. I also got a new dresser a vanity, bookshelf and a closet cabinet thing... im pretty happy with it! Whats an NL alert? Ive never heard of it... and that's good that no one set the supermarket on fire! I didnt even think about that being a problem tbh XD
You are welcome milady! You can invite them to our chat or we can make a new one if you want/if they say yes. I give you virtual hugs and luck! Love you too malady <3

@AMaryx okay... first. I dont know if the angry face was me but if it was i didn't mean to! Im on the tablet and it just pushes buttons when I try to scroll. Second. Im so sorry about your cat! What did you say to the guy though? XD that's crazy that you were shipped together. I honestly didnt know that was a thing with irl ppl but it does make sense. I looked it up and it said 'A neuropsychologist is a specialist who studies the relationship between the physical brain and behavior, often involved in clinical assessments and research related to brain function and conditions'. Thats a pretty cool job! My dad does maintenance at a collage. I looked up the theme park and it looks really cool! I hope you have fun! And fr...American food is...horrible. there are things here that are banned in other countries. Its crazy. I think Ritz crackers and pop tarts are some of them... its sad... Ill have to look up the song later... my brother is being super nosy and I've almost fot caught on the tablet a few times XD I wonder why hes so sensitive to those tastes.. but i definitely understand when it comes to some things. Let me know how the tests go for you! Now onto that second comment... young lady... how could you? 🥺 now where this comment at cause I wanna read it XD now... since it was before you met me... I accept your apology. *nods solemnly*  and girlie... if theyre your friend I won't stop you from talking. But also know I married you. I dont know this other person... now.it is also up to you if you wanna do a poly relationship. And milady... im not mad. Promise. Actually reading your comment made me laugh a bit. I love you milady and I know you meant no harm. And I totally get the three am haze of commenting XD. I comment stuff that I cringe about now. You are just fine milady! Apology accepted! Love you milady!

@sillyseth holy shiit XD tbh I laughed. But damnn. I ,ean I get it... but damnn XD

@just a girl fr fr... I dont normally look at the name tbh so when I glances at it I just started laughing XD

@Tony Thanks! Sometimes it helps just to write it all out! but I can't exactly have a diary because my mom would read through it and... I would be so screwed XD

@just a girl I know... my parinoia is real... but update. My mom doesnt know if its really a thing... i mean, still getting him checked out cause we arent fuc**** messing with that. we listen to Vioces in my Head by Falling in Reverse and theres a movie called The Last Witch Hunter where they cut out the whices heart cause shes a really bad lady... So she was thinkin maybe he was taking those things and putting it into one(?). if hes mad at you he tried his damndest to do or say anything to hurt you or scare you. he's awful TBH...
Also, Nice name. (I had to say it XD)

@AMaryx Thats good that everything is okay! Im sorry that everything is crazy over there... And I hope things get better! Im sorry about all the legal stuff... it sucks. I know from experience... my mom is a city clerk but has like, no experince cause our town is sh** and they couldnt afford a good one XD shes really good at her job though! its a lot of legal stuff.. And yeah... he does... A lot... I made a discussion of a rant... you should probably read that...  its crazy.. and not in a good way. my mom is doing really good! shes got high colesterol and gout(Idk how to spell it..) and like, prediabeties... we need to get her eating right or she will die but... shes doing okay so far. in america, processed foods are deadly... which sucks. they put bad things in there along with other chemicals to get you addicted to it so you crave it... yeah. so wonderful... but we're getting there! i now never eat anything without looking at nutrition facts and if its bad I hate eating it. Im doing alright... school is sucking. I have finals too... I would offer to trade but I have no clue how to do your classess XD oh, and I looked up Verschrikkelijk! it means Terrible in english!
Love you <3

@Tony I dont have reddit tbh... this is literally my only account on anything XD I dont even have youtube... But its fine. I just needed to get it out. Im good now.

@AMaryx Okay what the fu**?
Thats fuc*** up! did the kids go into foster care or to another family member? But... to be honest the couldn't have been a good father or husband it he murdered her... Like... what if he was abusing them or something and thats why she was wanting to leave...  but anyway... How's the renovation going?  I get you on the bust for school thing. for real. school is my life at this point. Are you helping your grandma move? To be honest I hate the dentist... We've been recently going to a new one and for the most part I've been really lucky on getting nice one... until the last time. I asked for no flouride and she got all like manipulative and I ended up getting it. Who tried to kill themselves and why...? Are they okay? Ive actually just learned about suicide in health... Pls say everyones okay! 
I'm doing alright! My biggest event is Dun Dun Dun! School XD. My mom's been doing okay which is awesome! Shes still going to the doctor but its every twon months. Shes got high blood pressure and prediabeties and some other stuff I dont really know... So she has to eat special things and... ugh... its a lot but its alright. My brother is being an a** like normal... hes a narcissist. Like 100% a narcissist. and kinda violent. he and my parents figet every few months... he hits my mom... I bawl my eyes out tbh. It scares the he** out of me. my dad has to pin him down and... yeah. the doctors when he was little taught dad how to hold him down so its safe but... Still scary. He fights and says anything and everything to try and hurt you... a few months ago he even said that he wished mom got diabeties so that she would die...😢 but thats my brother... unfortunately...  anyway, thats pretty much all for me! love you milady! <3