I feel like killing myself to be honest.
My home situation isnt getting better, and I honestly cant even protect my mom.
I'm weak and pathetic, earlier i was protected by my da** girlfriend from random guys trying to pick a fight with me. Ive never felt so small.
I feel like If she was in trouble, i would fail her, It makes me want to cry so bad.
Ive been so stressed lately too, so much school work and dealing with my mental illnesses, along with trying to keep it all together so nobody in my house sees me break down.
And then my pu*** a** abusive father js has to be in my life, makes everything great huh?
lowkey gonna attempt to go die soon :P
