@Xays Computer Damm that's really hard I don't know how to give an advice since I'm not a victim myself but please don't give up on life and try to do something like filming or getting evidence of your father abusing you and report it to the police and please don't hurt your gf please treasure her and don't commit suicide cus that'll probably make her sad and depressed 😔
mom I'm sorry my mind is not that holy