@Angel dust so...You're very delusional, but I understand. When I was studying medicine, there was also a boy with long hair that I was in love with. His hair was so soft and perfect. The difference is that he really cared for me and was my friend… We ended up dating, but because of another girl (who later got pregnant by his best friend), we broke up in a very bad way… I miss the friendship because it was very good, but unfortunately we never spoke again, and he remains friends with that other girl. I'm sad, but… that's life.
@LunaDiangelo exactly. Life goes on 😭. And yesterday, i realised- im the lnly one whos reading so much into it. Im out here hyper analysing his behavior, thinking he def knows of my feelings, yada yada. Well yesterday there was this exam (bchem practical) and like. He asks me about his practical and like questions and stuff. I was inside like. Bi***. I thought u were avoiding me. You have the audacity to ask me after ignoring my insta request twice. (I being the hopeless romantic i am (also i dont have a habit of refusing ppl help when i can help them) answered him). Anyways. We made eye contact yesterday too. Like. Hes in a diff car. Im in a diff car. Same seat (backseat, middle seat). That eye contact was crazy. Like. Crazy eye contact. If this was a movie the surroundings would blur and music would start playing. Anywahs, im trying to still be nonchahalnt because we all know what happened when i decided to let the delulu take over.
