Comment by Angel dust on My Sadistic Master - Chapter 35

Comment on ChapterMy Sadistic Master - Chapter 35
Not related to this at all but a girlie needs some opinions. So theres this guy i really like. And i, like a desperate embarassment sent him a friend request on insta. Its been 2 days. The dude has not accepted it. This dude is allergic to eyecontact- mostly with me. Idk if its specefic to me or nah but he def avoids me. Idk what ive done to u pranjal. (Name dropping cause yall dont know who i am). I am not taking the request back because my dignity is already dead. I am someone who sits closer to the teacher in dh right. (Dh is basically dissection hall. Yes we're all first year med students. Yes i was thinking of flirting over the cadaver. Yes it did not go that way. Im the sorta girl who's in the teacher's face in bone demonstrations and dissections. And this shy quiet dumbass just... stands to the side like he exppects the bone to speak to him. So i ditched my seat to sit in front of him at the end of the table hoping we'll talk. Guess what. He was hyper focused on completing his histo diagrams. But like. I did talk to my other obsessive crush (yes i have two. This one's called aditya. Hes very cute. Childish too. But in a cute way. This one's for a slu*** bl bottom waist like sir pls). It was just a few words. But STILL. Anyways. Should i take the insta friend request back because its been 2 days. (But what if he hasnt seen it like not everyone is chronically online- STOP DEFENDING HIM!)
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@Angel dust I think it would be good to take it back and send one again because there could be a possibility that he just isn't online much and might have the do not disturb option all the time.
@Arcera Len My friends are gonna grill me so hard for this one. Resend. Ughhh. The things im willing to do for this mid a** shy guy.
@Angel dust ok so I'm older (in my 40s 😮💨) take it from your internet aunty don't chase after a man. You sent the request, it's been two days some ppl aren't online all the time. I'm more of a direct approach girlie. So I would just say hey I sent you a request o
@Tasteycaribbean i wish i was normal enough to do that. Yeah uve mostly forgotten about the request. Will focus on having a normal irl conversation. Goddd. He probably doesnt even know i exist. (Statistically unlikely but still).
@Angel dust so... As a fellow doctor, I'd say, say hi and chat in person. Most of the time, students aren't very online or on social media, and if he's so focused on his assignments, he's probably using the time to study other things (I used to be like that, and still am). So it's better to talk to him in person and maybe ask him a question about something he's studying.
@LunaDiangelo omg i will try 🫠 but theres definetly this factor too im very insecure in myself. Like outwardly i have the personality of a cool girl- ppl have at multiple times referred to me as bold. But like.  I am insecure in the looks dept. And like. I dont want to end up looking like a clown like what if he was always out of my league and im just getting ahead of myself. Will try today tho. Maybe a lil hi.
@Angel dust update nothing happened. But i did kind of catch him looking at me (im jsut being delulu dont mind me). If anyones interested in my 2 kaudi ki one sided love story, reply here i'll update whats going on.
@Angel dust updating because I'm a dumb bi***. So. I made a fake id. I guess we master a fake id. Me and my friend. Lets make names. M is the friend. S is M's ex.  Who is also p's (my crush) best friend. Understand the Web here.  So we were like im a random girl who likes p can you tell me his type. All in all. He for some Reason thought it was m and hes like i know its you m please talk to me and he said p is in a committed relationship. It was wild. G** i should write a novel about this.  Then m started melting like girl this boy did you so dirty. So we messaged him like who m blush blah and asked of p is single again because like maybe he lied cause he thought it was m. He maintained that.  (But i genuinely think p is single idk tho). So there was that dumpster fire. Then i like the dumbass i am messages p. The message? Hi. R u single. I thought he won't reply because remeber this dude is not chronically online. But he does.  With a ?. By this time i was genuinely terrified like this can not get out it was me behind this so....i just deleted that account. So yeah. Im pretty sure he does not know its me.  And I'm pretty sure s probably told m someone is asking about him. I dont even know what's happening (we were so unserious asking s too. Like there was this one time in excitement we accidentally clicked the call button and we were pushing the phone to each other like its a hot potato. Then we cut it off and wrote 'sorry mere aasu screen pe gir gy the galti se call lg gya. Sorry i just really love p.' (Translations- sorry my tears feel on the screen and i accidentally called you'). What the f am i doing.
@Angel dust u Got this, u are power girl, u Will be a doctor please go and ask like "hey I'm a uracil in RNA do you want to be my adenine and transform me in your thymine?" A inteligent flert always is goo