Comment by Vera Dump on A well known love affair - Chapter 16

@Vera Dump Noo i don't think so😬

@Vera Dump not exactly like that but when i was younger i would think by this time i would be getting weaker and loose my parents too [poco:0]

@Vera Dump I used to have panic attacks about it when I was like 7 or 8 but you realize you can pass away at any moment for any reason. It definitely feels scarier when you're younger, but a lot of older people are ready to go in their senior senior years.

@Fujoshi_B4b3_88 u ok now? i've accepted that fact too and more that i hope its sooner than later

@Woof yes, thanks for asking. I still think about death often but I try not to dwell and spiral, sometimes it's a relief and sometimes it's scary and sometimes it makes me contemplate existence in various ways. I hope to live a long life with all my faculties for as long as I can, but I can understand various reasons for wanting to go sooner or later. I hope you get peace and/or joy from what you can while you're here instead of just living in standby til you pass. Hopefully that's not too presumptuous.

@Fujoshi_B4b3_88 thank you so much for those words, i really needed them esp since there is a lot going on currently. I just hope you find happiness in the smallest moments and live just how YOU want. And no your not presumptuous but i do hope im not.

@Woof I also needed those kind words ❤️

@Vera Dump this somehow reminded me of that one time when i was 5, me and this girl were in the same class and learning about aging, so then we somehow cam to a coclusion that we would just keep growing and shrinking without thinking of death, yet again we were 5 so idk