@Woof yes, thanks for asking. I still think about death often but I try not to dwell and spiral, sometimes it's a relief and sometimes it's scary and sometimes it makes me contemplate existence in various ways. I hope to live a long life with all my faculties for as long as I can, but I can understand various reasons for wanting to go sooner or later. I hope you get peace and/or joy from what you can while you're here instead of just living in standby til you pass. Hopefully that's not too presumptuous.