Ow? We kinda have same situation. The different is i give them my all even though I'm still not there priority. I don't know, i am that kind of friend that over protective, but they never even protected me once. Actually i just realized this past few weeks that I don't need them, I don't need that kind of friends. Actually, i thought that "betrayal" in a friendships is only a fiction, i didn't even expect that it will happened to me. I just can't accept it, my friends is only my comfort and here we are, they still betrayed me.