Not related to the story but I just wanna share my experience with my past friends. I was surrounded by them but I still feel lonely? You know what I mean? Whether I'm there or not, my presence doesn't really have an importance. It was always me who started a conversation. They just did if ever they needed something. They have the audacity to ask me a favor to greet our former classmate on his birthday since he has a crush on me. But they can't even remember my own birthday. And they said mean words to our friend behind her back. I thought we're friends, how could they talk behind her back? Friends don't do that. And after that, I started to stay away from them.
I'm sorry for this out of nowhere sharing of mine. It's just it still pains me whenever I remember that and it's kinda heavy in my heart? I don't know.
Comment by Avadaaaaa on Being A Wicked Woman Is Comfortable And Pleasant - Chapter 1
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Oh, I'm so sorry to know that... I wish your past friends now realize that you are actually hurting inside
Ow? We kinda have same situation. The different is i give them my all even though I'm still not there priority. I don't know, i am that kind of friend that over protective, but they never even protected me once. Actually i just realized this past few weeks that I don't need them, I don't need that kind of friends. Actually, i thought that "betrayal" in a friendships is only a fiction, i didn't even expect that it will happened to me. I just can't accept it, my friends is only my comfort and here we are, they still betrayed me.
@Avadaaaaa da**, honey I wish I could give you a big hug!!!!! Cheer up ! You must find better friends and who would actually be your friend and not some trash!!!!!!!!! Your so sweet don't ever forget that !!!!