@Einstein hope you are well, don't let it get you though, those are the people who doesn't think first, even if you say that you don't wanna live anymore, don't die....., time flows, change a bit of your mindset:D
@Putingtinola thanks for your motivation!! My online friends (genshin, roblox, fortnite, gta. If ya wanna know :3) helped me get thru it and i honestly dont give a fu** anymore. My parents got me into therapy and i've been doing better! Thank you, again. I really appreciate it!