Comment by Einstein on Honey Trouble - Chapter 22

Comment on ChapterHoney Trouble - Chapter 22
I knew my crush didnt like me ( obvi, im ugly af ) BUT OFCOURSE she had to date someone she just met 2 days ago. I never felt sad when a crush didnt like me back or smth but im fuc**** upset, its my fault they got togheter and now i have to deal with this sh**. SHE FUC**** KNOWS I LIKE HER AND YK WHATS THE SADDEST THING? SHE TOLD ME FIRST AND THEN SHE TOLD THE TEAM. (shes the goal keeper off my hockey team) and to make it even better, my grandpa died. My parents dont wanna listen to me bc EVERY FUC**** TIME i want to say smth they just ignore me or talk with my siblings instead. My brother officialy chose his favourite sibling, my sister. (the middle child) at school i get bullied for being bi and then i get detention ( for beating the absolute sh** outta them ) and what do they get? Nothing. Even tho they are the ones hitting and scolding me

I have had enough off this. I dont want to live anymore. I keep having the feeling no one cares about me, no one. Sometimes i think its better for me to just dissapear, they will eventually forget about me anyway
I just dont want to do this anymore. Im sorry.

2 Replies

@Einstein  hope you are well, don't let it get you though, those are the people who doesn't think first, even if you say that you don't wanna live anymore, don't die....., time flows, change a bit of your mindset:D
@Putingtinola thanks for your motivation!! My online friends (genshin, roblox, fortnite, gta. If ya wanna know :3) helped me get thru it and i honestly dont give a fu** anymore. My parents got me into therapy and i've been doing better! 
Thank you, again. I really appreciate it! bunny sticker