Off topic but I'm literally crying because of my ✌️friends✌️ because i feel like they don't want me to be their friend anymore, actually we avoid each other's because of 'that' time. It was in march 5 last period of our class. I got very distance to them, because I'm in 'that' episode again in my life and like I'm mad mad idk why🤡 so i avoided them, but after that day, they're starting to avoid me as well. I thought they understand in what's going in my life, i thought they understand how i distance myself to them. But no, they really avoided me, i asked question in our gc but they didn't response at all, but they chatted in the other gc where all of the class is in there. Idk but i feel like they're backstabbing me, i relapsed last night, i was 4 months clean but now I'm... Yk! Yeah, and i also thought na I'm the problem in our friendships. I'm the selfish one. That's all¯\_(⊙_ʖ⊙)_/¯
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Just wanna let y'all know that i hate pilwon to death, especially jaekyung don't ask why.
THIS IS STILL ME. my pfp is so cool, that's pilwon deck
