@Bammy hindi pa, yung isa oo pero small talk lang ganun. Pero yung isa no, takot ako mag usap kami personalan mhie, natatakot ako na umiyak nanaman, naiyak narin kasi ako noon nung di namin pinapansin isat isa, sobrang iyak ko talaga noon na time. Na gulat nlng nga si ma'am bakit ako iyak ng iyak, tapos lumindol, kinausap ko siya then yun, okay na kami. Lol ayoko umiyak nanaman sa harap nila and isipin na mahina ako. (May tatanong ako, do you think ba may attachment issues ako?)
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Just wanna let y'all know that i hate pilwon to death, especially jaekyung don't ask why.
https://angabuddy.com/manga-list/133527 THIS IS STILL ME. my pfp is so cool, that's pilwon deck
@Pilwon maliit tite bb gurl, i think u just need to understand that some ppl won't ever understand your feelings the way u wanted them if u wont even try to communicate your issues properly. not trying to sound a** but you distancing yourself from them w/o proper communicated reason might've confused them. Oo, baka alam nga nila na may pinag dadaanan ka, but you can't expect them to be pro at handling complexities like these. You distancing yourself w/o proper communication would just straight up tell them na you dont want to be friends with them anymore. And they're just giving back the same energy you gave them. Tbh, i think im fortunate version of you.i also have my anxiety attack and dissociation from time to time, and it got to the point (nung pandemic malala) na i don't really update them for more than a month. but since i had already explained to them abt it, and they also knew me so well, they would just let me be and welcome me warmly when i finally overcame my episode. I would literally just pop out in the gc in a middle of their discussion and they would greet me "happy easter, sistuh" (easter since i resurrected back to society) lol. Maybe with good communication you can have this kind of treatment from them. Or maybe, one day you could finally find people who would understand you better than they did. But who knows?? Still, hoping you happiness op <33
