@Tamagowaiiyo I am sorry it was confusing. It's like ian still has lingering love for tj but love filled with guilt that often waning(/diminishes)strength whenever ian see tj's changed new self but probably because ian is guilty of creating of tj's new self(relating to the scar) he only sees tj as how he used to be like an illusion so, ian still have feelings for that past tj.
Yes, like u said ian loves the tj in the past even if tj changed he couldn't let go of tj bcuz for Ian who refuse to see the changed tj in his eyes tj still the boy he loved so, only when ian accepts tj is not the same as he used to be we can say for sure if Ian still loves new tj or just guilt but he cares for tj whether tj changed or not for sure.
(Don't worry eng is not my first language either I suck at it too)
Pizza delivery man and the gold palace is 10/10 ik it sounds ridiculous to rate full but I love it to be so biased!!! lol you should check it out like (author)u-pi nim other works too.
[I will write down why I love it to that lvl, not really a spoiler but just in case u don't want that]
This is based on season 1 (only bl/no sm**) but season 2 (yaoi/sm**) is already out in raw translation will be out soon
Yes, like u said ian loves the tj in the past even if tj changed he couldn't let go of tj bcuz for Ian who refuse to see the changed tj in his eyes tj still the boy he loved so, only when ian accepts tj is not the same as he used to be we can say for sure if Ian still loves new tj or just guilt but he cares for tj whether tj changed or not for sure.
(Don't worry eng is not my first language either I suck at it too)
Pizza delivery man and the gold palace is 10/10 ik it sounds ridiculous to rate full but I love it to be so biased!!! lol you should check it out like (author)u-pi nim other works too.
[I will write down why I love it to that lvl, not really a spoiler but just in case u don't want that]
Spoiler!
U-pi nim wrote about 2 non toxic characters gradually falling in love with no useless misunderstandings cuz they communicate while showing people's struggles, burnout and panic attacks (dw author portrays it well) be warned its a slow burn love to the point we are waiting season 2 for intimate scenes
This is based on season 1 (only bl/no sm**) but season 2 (yaoi/sm**) is already out in raw translation will be out soon
[This definitely spoiler but if u curious about their dynamic in intimacy cuz so many ppl used to be *sigh* it's not even important but ppl *smh* anyway I recommend you to find it yourself it's interesting that way ]
Spoiler!
If it's like u-pi other works seo-an(black hair) gonna be uke Woo-won(ash brown)will be top, we are awaiting a power bottom
°Ik you're exhausted reading my stray thoughts...
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