Comment by Akshi on Cationrelic

Exactly it's not like he's still not over yuki, he killed him self it's a lot to take in and mafuyu thinks it's his fault, but always has suicidal tendencies like his father, yuki's mom also said to mafuyu that he's like a anchor for yuki to hold on to this world, yuki has always been dominant and has a strong up front and created the the image of "perfect" but inside he was very self conscious at beach he said to Mafuyu that " I sure you are going to forget about it" and continues like as if he's not seeming him in his future it's was hella negative approach to see things, he purposely kept mafuyu away from music when mafuyu only wanted to make music with yuki, he never wanted mafuyu to see his imperfect side so he wanted to do it own his own, since mafuyu suffers from parental trauma as he said " my dad hits me when I speak" that's a lot man if you think due to this he was never able to say things what he wanted childhood traumas are no joke, yuki purposely pushed mafuyu away for a very long time knowing he will be lost without him resulting fight, where yuki said I can't live without you because mafuyu was mad about yuki's abandonment mafuyu said "are you willing to die for me then?" It was a fight like every normal couple do but for yuki it was like a permission due to his suicidal conditions it was toxic how yuki always wanted to keep mafuyu in boundaries while uenoyama gave him wings and mafuyu deserve a healthy relationship, he deserves to heal on his own, he is still suffering from parental trauma and trauma he got from loving yuki, but still he loves uenoyama because uenoyama is so kind hearted, considerate, warm has no ulternstivr motive he taught him to fly, he is so genuine which mafuyu needs in his life because mafuyu him self is so precious and they deserves each other