Comment by zero two on dhghdgf

@zero two trust me u will! You should learn to move on. It's good that you've acknowledged that he puts in no effort to maintain this relationship, so let him go. And don't worry about finding someone else at the moment. Work on yourself. The person your truly destined to be with won't come if you are trying to actively search for them or try to scavenge for something that's not there. You'll eventually meet someone, not on your own accord, but because yall are simply meant to be. If you think you've ruined it, you should also move on for his sake. Him going no contact shows he ready to/ already moved on, starting with a blank slate, therefore so should you.