Well I'm glad i wasn't the only one hating this during the process. I don't think the author did it that bad but actually 70 chapters with Si-eon not feeling a thing was truly hard for me to actually fully enjoy it. I mean, it was overboard in my opinion. The punches were also necessary honestly. Even tough I'm not in violence side to solve things, on the contrary. But I felt at the time it released some tension and accumulated hate I had against Si-eon. Maybe it's because I experienced a relationship of this type in real life that didn't end up alright but what the bottom did is not the normal way, people that actually respect and loves themselves right wouldn't have done the same thing. He decided to sacrifice himself in order to help Si-eon to understand himself and his own feelings and preferences, bit that was something that he needed to do by himself. That's why it's an unnatural resolution of the story. As the author did not ever dated anyone in real life or actually loved someone, fr. I could relate a lot with the red haired baby, he's a little savage but I hope to see his story too.
Love Shuttle❤️ I already read more that 1200 manga and manhwas, so I guess BL is my life. I love big and strong bottoms, cute and yandere semes. Wholesome but also red flags.
@KeyShun you interpret this story the same way I do. I feel like Namwoo lacked self respect and self love, no normal person would do what he did. My hate for Si-eon was strong in the beginning and I still found it hard to forgive him. In the end, the happy ending makes me feel disillusioned...
@Xannyyy So glad to hear your opinion, I'm not alone too now! Thank you for sharing your thoughts too. I felt the same way, sometimes the end is not the accurate way for everybody. But through the painful experiences in real life you understand that happy endings doesn't happen all the time! It's part of growing up! Of course we came here to see fictional stories but considering the topics the author tried to portray in this the resolution of everything seemed so forced to me. I guess not all the authors can make the storyline develope the way they really want. In any case, what if Si-eon wouldn't have changed or catched up feelings with Namwoo? Surely the story it would have become toxic and painful to read even more! So, only forcefully wih the "he suddenly loves me back" we got the end. It was only in order to give less worst end, but obviously that doesn't work for all. Lastly, that's why I don't get why the high ratings of this story in every site I checked out there, in my opinion there's a lot of better stories out there than this one and better way executed.
love your take on this. Personally I found there characterisations kinda realistic. I think so many manwhas and stories exist where everything feels rose coloured and like 'destiny' when it comes to love, but having emotional fluidity is something they lack.
real relationships aren't all 50/50. Sometimes the give more or take more. There are days you're doing 100 and getting nothing back, but that doesn't mean you're not loved. I think this interpretation of being emotionally unavailable and recognising yourself and what you need is enlightening in this story. it's honestly worth rereading. It's why I'm back here rereading this.
@surayaa Yes, maybe I'll re-read it sometime just like you to see if I get a different perspective. At the time my emotions were complex than right now that they settle down.Seeing this kind of characters is unique from time to time as you said. Thank you for your comment and share your thoughts with me too!!
@KeyShun pls reread it, rereading make your perspective on story verey different, I actually noticed many things, mainly the fact Si-eon wasn't actually an ass**** everyone made him to be 😭
youre take of "the aromantic character who did literally everything right deserves to be punched in the face" isn't the great take you thought it would be. His feelings weren't romantic, but he was open and honest and respectful, and he obviously cared about Namwoo and his other partners. He was ready to do literally everything for the relationship he wanted to be in as long as his partner wanted him to.
