@KeyShun
love your take on this. Personally I found there characterisations kinda realistic. I think so many manwhas and stories exist where everything feels rose coloured and like 'destiny' when it comes to love, but having emotional fluidity is something they lack.
real relationships aren't all 50/50. Sometimes the give more or take more. There are days you're doing 100 and getting nothing back, but that doesn't mean you're not loved. I think this interpretation of being emotionally unavailable and recognising yourself and what you need is enlightening in this story. it's honestly worth rereading. It's why I'm back here rereading this.
i want a pēnis of my own that'd be so cool