@Nakahara Chuuya im always here for you and i was exposed to s** around 7 too and became an addict which wasnt my fault i was exploited to that side of the internet( im 15 now struggling to let go) i want to tell you that it isnt your fault and that you not having friends might be a awful but i promise it gets better and yes these types of manhwas can be very explicit and can mentally scar you but there are other types of manhwas like heesu class 2 cherry blossom tree tahts the type of ones i go for!! You might not see this but im lroud of you for all you have been through i see nyself in you and trust me it gets better and im proud you stept on whats been affexting you i hope you are doing well!! And if you dont have friends they are such stupid people i just know you are a nice person but exposed to soo much stuff at a young age. I hope you do well and stop thinking suisidal because you havent seen the whole world its just one town that barley knows you there is so much out there for you and if i saw you i would probably hug you rn because ive been in your shoes. All of the best of luck hope you recover.!