So,I'm quitting since I'm quitting I wanted to write this in the comment sections of my favourite couples. I learnt about s** when I was 6. It was traumatizing. It seemed weird so I started going too deep watching videos, reading mangas. I really liked the mangas i started reading, more, more and more until I became addicted. I've read jinx, darkfall and other extreme ones everytime I read these I always felt guilty. When I went to middle school, I had no friends and I still don't. My loneliness made me even more addicted to these stories. Everytime someone replied to my comment I felt like I wasn't alone, there was someone who cared to reply to me. That little affection kept me going but now I'm sick of this I don't know how much I can continue. I really am trying to quit so I hope this comment will be my motivation. And I really hope I'll make friends and continue my life. Thank you all so much for all the support, replies and likes. Have a great day
I quit since I believe one of the reason for my suicidal thoughts is this platform. I'm going to have a new fresh start
@Nakahara Chuuya saw this when you posted it 26 secs ago, AND GURL, I wish we we're besties, I wanna support you so badT^T I feel this urge to want and need to help and defend you(idk why), maybe cuz of my past🥳. Btw I got to reading when I was 9😍 I'm 13 now(I wanna bfrnd u so bad)
@Nakahara Chuuya im always here for you and i was exposed to s** around 7 too and became an addict which wasnt my fault i was exploited to that side of the internet( im 15 now struggling to let go) i want to tell you that it isnt your fault and that you not having friends might be a awful but i promise it gets better and yes these types of manhwas can be very explicit and can mentally scar you but there are other types of manhwas like heesu class 2 cherry blossom tree tahts the type of ones i go for!! You might not see this but im lroud of you for all you have been through i see nyself in you and trust me it gets better and im proud you stept on whats been affexting you i hope you are doing well!! And if you dont have friends they are such stupid people i just know you are a nice person but exposed to soo much stuff at a young age. I hope you do well and stop thinking suisidal because you havent seen the whole world its just one town that barley knows you there is so much out there for you and if i saw you i would probably hug you rn because ive been in your shoes. All of the best of luck hope you recover.!