So I read the story from another website and I hated him for how he treated her in the start but him asking her to teach him how to love and in the letter wondering how it would have been if he had been there instead of yuan made me cry. He doesn't deserve her but I can't help but feel bad for him, i think she crumbled the paper and threw it away. I think he committed su!c!de. He definitely had a split personality. If he done none of those horrible things he would've been a gentleman to her.
@Burning Petals I think that fu shen xing genuinely and actually love Yan, I felt a bit depressed after reading his letter. It was so heartbreaking. I still hated him for doing those terrible things to her, he definitely wanted to learn how to love. It would be cool If the author made an alternative ending where Yan and fu shen xing ended up together, they are so cute together. And that fu is a gentleman and an affectionate guy. I really wanted them to end up together, I really wished Yan didn't experience that trauma..
