@Burning Petals I think that fu shen xing genuinely and actually love Yan, I felt a bit depressed after reading his letter. It was so heartbreaking. I still hated him for doing those terrible things to her, he definitely wanted to learn how to love. It would be cool If the author made an alternative ending where Yan and fu shen xing ended up together, they are so cute together. And that fu is a gentleman and an affectionate guy. I really wanted them to end up together, I really wished Yan didn't experience that trauma..