@Letmedie I get what ur saying but yh u r only 14 n promise its okay to feel like how u feel rn at this age bcs it was the same for me when I was younger (not saying we r the same ofc.) But like honestly you need to think and reflect on what u mean saying "nobody liked me growing up" like in what type of love dym, be realistic abt how things went n what truely happened don't tell urself n lie to urself n be completely honest with urself so u can get over it. If it's your appearance or something like that, then think about how u can improve yourself n acc do it n not js like keep urself in sorrow. U shld reflect on what u think the problems r n slowly try fixing them urself and always try telling some1 everything so u feel lighter. Find something you really like n completely keep your focus on it n go into different things related to it to distract urself so u can start focusing on urself positively again. I wish I cld js tell u the other things but it's not gonna work for u bcs I was extremely honest n straightforward with myself like if I convinced myself to be un bothered I became un bothered like that's how it went for me, I'm js crazy self aware n up front so things were easier to get in my control. But gd luck, hope it helps n if u needa talk or say anything else, go ahead.
