@Just call me Shiki why don't you begin with cherishing yourself first bro .
It's not like you can do anything against having feelings for someone, you can't say it's something wrong and that it's your fault and all.
However, if anyone makes you feel like you're not being loved or gives you these thoughts about yourself, then it's a sign for you to begin distancing yourself for a while from themselves. In this while you can start healing yourself because it feels like you need healing 💞
It's not like you can do anything against having feelings for someone, you can't say it's something wrong and that it's your fault and all.
However, if anyone makes you feel like you're not being loved or gives you these thoughts about yourself, then it's a sign for you to begin distancing yourself for a while from themselves. In this while you can start healing yourself because it feels like you need healing 💞