Comment by Yaoi master on Kati

@Kati thanks but i think he might have a lot on his mind . Let me tell you something it is my second love cause my first love died it was a suicide he also had feelings for me and we agreed to date the next year (which was 3 months after his death) I had a crush on him for about 1year and 9 months since then I have never dated anyone else (I was around 15 when he died) I was very sad and I was only talking with 4 of my friends they didn't know that the person died was my love. They only know him as one ordinary student . I used to cry every night alone and not letting anyone know. After 4 months my second love was transferred from a Catholic School to our school .  There were no seats available other than mine ( our school has two students per bench) I was sitting alone so the teacher made him sit next to me . That day when I first saw him I knew he was good looking but I was not stable so I ignored it and tomorrow I heard from my friends that someone was going to move into the room next to mine (I didn't care cause the teacher said that the walls were sound prof. But they weren't (T - T) ) so when tomorrow night when I remembered my first love and started crying again about 10 mins in someone started knocking at my door. I almost jumped down from my bed cause the lights were out that night . I slowly walked to the door and opened the door in the gleam light I saw someone. He looked familiar but I couldn't tell cause the light were out and I didn't had my glasses on. He asked me if I had heard some noise like of someone crying. I didn't want to be embarrassed so I said no