I would like to share a story about me yesterday so the story is that yesterday at 3.50 pm at our tution ( i am a boy and there were about 10 of us in the tuition)i was sitting next to my 4 years of crush(Justin boy) cause he forgot to bring his textbook and we were sharing mine when we were busy doing our homework a senior(boy) of us from the distance from the road side at that time he thought that I was a girl cause he didn't saw my face and after the tuition at 5pm at our playhall (I wasn't there cause I went home) the senior asked justin if the girl was his gf. But he told him that I was a boy and I was his friend. . (T + T) He still doesn't know I have a crush on him . I am so delulu. My friend told me the story
G** pls give me a bl life Cause when it hurts.. When it hurts so good that you wanna be that you wanna be the one
He said nothing wrong, or am i misunderstanding??? Why are you sad? Were there ever signs he maybe likes you too, so you thought otherwise? I mean they were in public, even if he had some feelings i doubt he would say anything else about you at this place.
Still, hope it goes well for you. Sounds like you are still young, and in 90% of all cases the first love stays a "first experience". Just try to enjoy your life and try to stay patient. The opportunities you will have later on in your life will be much higher, even if it's lonely until then.
@Kati thanks but i think he might have a lot on his mind . Let me tell you something it is my second love cause my first love died it was a suicide he also had feelings for me and we agreed to date the next year (which was 3 months after his death) I had a crush on him for about 1year and 9 months since then I have never dated anyone else (I was around 15 when he died) I was very sad and I was only talking with 4 of my friends they didn't know that the person died was my love. They only know him as one ordinary student . I used to cry every night alone and not letting anyone know. After 4 months my second love was transferred from a Catholic School to our school . There were no seats available other than mine ( our school has two students per bench) I was sitting alone so the teacher made him sit next to me . That day when I first saw him I knew he was good looking but I was not stable so I ignored it and tomorrow I heard from my friends that someone was going to move into the room next to mine (I didn't care cause the teacher said that the walls were sound prof. But they weren't (T - T) ) so when tomorrow night when I remembered my first love and started crying again about 10 mins in someone started knocking at my door. I almost jumped down from my bed cause the lights were out that night . I slowly walked to the door and opened the door in the gleam light I saw someone. He looked familiar but I couldn't tell cause the light were out and I didn't had my glasses on. He asked me if I had heard some noise like of someone crying. I didn't want to be embarrassed so I said no
@Yaoi master lord this is legit bad 😞 I wish I was there being ur bestie and making ya two couples~ I wish I could be s cupid ahhhhh *Swoshes her magic stick upon you* "You'll soon get your crush" (don't forget to take anti-delulu pill)
