Comment by rozm12luna on Silent Lover - Chapter 63

Comment on ChapterSilent Lover - Chapter 63
rozm12luna
rozm12luna·1 year ago
If only Yu didn't woke up too early, its more satisfying to see more if the king criesn alot, weeping in his sleep, working motionless, not in his self or still begging  to Shen Yu to comeback to life and be suffered by the ghost of Yu left in his memories while dying in his arms. Itll give more impact to the king that he will repent it for life

(Welp what's done is done) See the next chapter.

So bro, It's not enough to just say sorry. Yu suffered a lot, like from the start of it from the day he was young, a mute, a dumb slave, being bullied, to become a pleasure concubine, to a punching bag of the Princess, to a pa** of this sh** king, to a mascot of a emperor for benefits of the treasure, what else.. being raped, gaslighted, manipulated, assassinated, tortured and killed. Bro I understand shen yu, he's a teenage boy who longed for freedom and happiness bro. 
He sacrificed a lot bro.. so he decided to end things becuz it's the only way to be at peace..but Tsk tsk he even still care for the king and give what he wants becuz he still love him till death... Bro look how selfish the king...is He felt sorry or guilt? An apologetic  shallow and it's not enough.. if he loves him then he should atleast let him rest and respect the dead since he already felt undeserving to be the ideal husband for him from the beginning...

But well, if only the author is not so soft for the king haha things might change... I'm only re-reading this cuz this is my first bl manhua I red. And it's been ages and I seen its  still ongoing...lol

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@rozm12luna thank you for writing all my thoughts and hate in this one comment and don't forget both the emperor and the commander were toying with him.
we already know he was broken from the start and then he suddenly felt love from someone other than his mother for the first time and then his heart got broken and then the emperor gave him false hope and betrayed him by killing his mother. After that he kept going back and forth with these two emotions- 1. Sadness 2.anger
he was so fed up of being manipulated and deceived to the point he couldn't express nor feel anything. And then He kys.
tbh I'm wondering why he didn't do it (not that I want him to) earlier or thought of that earlier bc if I ever him I would hav done that. Like comparing my life and problems to his I feel like I was raised in a royal family or something.